Recorded at Modesto Sound by Brenda Francis (www.modestosound.com). Produced by Lucky Lew.
lyrics
It was a cold day
Should've guessed by the gusts in the trees
It would not be good news
My heart was dancing
Bada-boom filled the room and I ran
To hear your voice
You sounded quiet
Something's wrong, I belong in your arms
So you can hold me safe
You said:
Are you alone? Can you be?
I fooled around with someone else, you see
It meant nothiung I promise just lapsed for a minute
I love you more than I can say
I let you talk to me
For an hour about how I could trust
Your fidelity
You sounded desperate
Another chance, this romance is really worth
Another shot
And I still loved you
Me and you we got through our share
Of troubles before
So I said:
I've got questions that need answering
My imagination is rioting
Make it up to me and I'll take you back
I can learn to trust again
You delivered
Another blow: you had no intention
To make it good
For some months now
You've wanted out, you had doubts
You wanted to be just friends
And you have feelings
For this chick who you picked over me
And everything we built for four years
When our bodies laid in each other's arms spent
How could I know what it was that I meant?
Love is such an ambiguous word
Wouldn't you agree?
You could have saved us
But the effort was never available
For you and I
So every time
We made love, push to shove, it could have been
Anyone at all
And when you took me
You were trying to lie and pretend
That everything was just fine
You only want the best for me
You feel for me platonically
Is that what you were thinking when
You were pinning me down?
So our story
Comes to an end, now just friends in this
Twisted reality
And you're the fool now
But I'm the one who got done and believed
You loved me truly
And still I love you
I'm ashamed that it came to this
I must admit
You lie to me, I love you
You ruin me, I love you
And the last laugh's on me because
I am still your fool
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